New year resolution

I can't sleep the whole night,so I decided to update my blog.Here it goes.


Life had never gave things in a easier way all these while.Sometimes,jealousy will be haunting my mind,when I see others getting things in a easier way and I don't,but,yet I didn't gave up.I struggled,fall,rise and fall again.I realize that in this 20 years I gained and learned a lot ! Don't I ??? I am proud ! Proud to be someone that is able to go through hardship in my life,when most of the people around me don't.Going through my part and parcel of my life,I realize,it is now time to make the serious new year resolution ,it is still not late ! 


My new year resolution is to get to know the adult me ! yea..being a teenager,I agree I was spoiled with a limit and I had a lot of problems.Since now I am 20 ! I need to stop being a teenager.Time for me to get to know how I should be for the rest of my life.I am a science student and my passion for science will never fade away.science is a miracle ! In my opinion,it has got its own way to impress me ! lol ! yea ! If I were to choose some other field other than science then I am going to be the stupidest human being on earth. TRUST ME ! Another thing is, everyone knows that my passion for chemistry is freaking high and it is like my bits of soul.but,my ambition since from small was to be a doctor.Not only mine ! It was also my parent's and relative's choice ! BUT,at the end of the day,its all going to be ME ! I decided nothing will make me more happier than chemistry,so,I decided to choose pure chemistry  as my field ! So,to summarize for the next years to come,you'll be seeeing me as a chemist !


Another new year resolution of mine is to stand up in front of people ! All this while,I let people to control me and my life ! yea ! For example,I don't understand why do people judge me from things I do in facebook ! yea ! It happens ! Don't judge me people ! This is my damn life ! so,any of comments and controls about my character,thats it ! You'll see my sarcasm on action ! 


Hope things go well this year ! =)